Thoughts with my morning coffee...

I have so many thoughts in my head... I'd like to think most if them are positive even through the dark times. Like saying, "God's going to get me through this!" if I write that on Facebook everyone is texting me wondering if I'm okay... Shoot, sometimes I tell myself that about the average day! Today is the last day my mom and dad are going to be married... Divorcing after 27 years of marriage! Some moments it rips out my heart in anguish. What is all the years I remember? All the happy times... Lies... So my whole family has these problems. I don't have anything wrong I have no pain in my life. I'm okay in my family's eyes... But, this month marks 15 months til we move and face a deployment and only God knows where. And it takes nine months to make a baby... Lord, you're cutting it a little close don't ya think?! Off to do some dishes :)